something new. BYU-IDDEHOO!!!!!!!!

wow!!! i had no idea that i was going to be this sad to leave. i miss being a highchool student already. i miss cheeeer and track and all the fun experiences that i had, and especially my friends and family. it feels too empty....gosh, i didnt ever think i was going to have to grow up...at least not this fast. im still 16...i dont need to leave this quick..okay, maybe im 18, but i still act like imm 16(is this bad?). but anyways, i am verrryy sad, im not at home with mommy and daddy! i wonder how long its going to take me to be okay living here?!?! but for real anyways, today is my first class....body weight management. good thing im taking this, so i dont gain my freshman 15 from being depressed. soo yesterday i walked around campus...not to mention...ITS HUGE. they remodeled and added a bunch of buldings, i got lost and it wasnt even my first day of class...we'll see how this goes. i also hope the teachers are nice..not mean and scary college professors for big kids. im used to getting away with a lot...not this time rachel. time to grow up and get good grades. ha, this already sounds so exciting! well i shall get ready for my first class. wish me luck! ill lett you know how it goes later:]